by Steven Jobs

To swim around in money... such was all of us' dream.

For all my life until about last year, I had ambitions. And lots of dreams. Did you also have that?

But, alas, since none of them came true and after a few failures, and with a few I mean more than I care to remember because it just makes me depressed, I'm afraid now I just don't feel ambitions anymore.

And it's not because I'm trying to be spiteful towards life or anything. I just really don't feel like starting any new ventures ever again. I'll just live a life of mediocrity.

Is this normal to lose all your ambitions and life dreams after a certain age, or am I chronically depressed?

Naah, I just don't want to be dragged down by heavy wallets.